Confused

I went to Indomarco Prismatama company for test. I sat and waited for long time. There were test twice, in the last we filled the applicant's biodata. I filled that i have been studying at STKIP College. The interviewer instructed us get out and wait the announcement for a week. We don't know, We'll pass the test or not.

A day later, like usual, i wake up late. I don't know what must I do. Only play netbook. Yes, this is my netbook. I  like it very much. It's my friend, which always with me in happy or sad. Actually I want to back to my hometown, but on sunday I have to school. Today is saturday, I feel days I through very long. My parents always command me to back to hometown, but I confused, until now I not yet get job. Hmm, I through the days with ... sometimes I open the book, study which I can, such read, writing. Oh yeah,, sometimes I join with typing competition, I think it's very good for myself, for improve my skill in type use ten fingers. But I can't type very fast, the highest my typing is 57 words per minute. I feel happy can type use ten fingers. I have a dream, I have dreams. Now, I am 20 years old. What can I see to me 1 years later? hmm I can't to see...  If I can to continue my study and not stop i will very happy. I must think, what can I do?... do that..... I can pray, thus to pray. I can read, thus to read. I can write, thus to write. I will never stop to step. I will never stop to step. I can, I can, I can, I can...... I can do it...........